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It’s just that it’s been so difficult to bring him up I mean, I want to coet about it

But, I guess if I can’t tell you, who can I tell?

Well, yeah I know, don’t roll your eyes I could probably tell Ethan too

I probably will need to, come to think about it Because one way or another, I think I’m fucked

So, let’s see …

What Si to do to me is basically tell Robert McIntyre, eles, California where I’m currently at

Robert McIntyre was the man I dated when I did porn back in the day He was the ‘ in an eleave me his card and wined and dined otshots that were sexier and racier It started with bikinis and underwear You know, the kind of stuff on Macy’s ads that you see in the newspaper

Then it beca my tits

Then he began getting azines Soon, it ith a guy And then ere both naked in the pictures And then soon, ere fucking

I saw the fancy cars, the clothes, the expensive watches, and the glamor and I fell for it

I always didmy day job, but eventually you know, you can’t do porn and teach elementary school kids at the same time

So I quit my job when he convinced me to

I uy But he was all I knew I hadn’t dated very much till then and I had no idea what to expect from a man in a lot of ways I wasn’t that experienced in sex like I am now

But he wasn't the…nicest of men either, hun He was mean at times

By mean, I mean he had a temper