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“Abby,” Colt whispers, pain filling his tone He reaches forI need to say first
“I love you” The state behind it “I’ve never said those words to another ht I would be able to I’ve always had the love of my family and friends, and I love theet from a man you were destined to be with from the time you were born I want to deny your words, Colt” I keep ain “But I want you more I’m still scared shitless that I’ll let you down, but I’ you again far outweighs ”
The hand not held up between us clenches so tightly in rabs it, gives it a tug, and growls, “Get over here”
I don’t know if it’s his tug, or if it’ss wrapped tight around his waist I bringto taste hiht before they make contact What I see in his eyes is fierce and unrestrained Although his jaw is hard, and there’s a slight tick in his teer It’s fro
“I’ain, Abby You’re mine, and will forever be o”
He says no more, just closes the short distance between us and completely takes over ue in my mouth because I’ives me is so intense, it stealshi me to him There’s not a spare centiht for doive
When we pull back, we keep each other as close as we can, not willing to be separated any more than we have to
“I’ve roan as he nibbles onthat’s kept ht”
That re I need to ask hi It’s always been easy for hi so he pulls back The desire in his beautiful pools of blue ale to hold onto reason
“When you say you caht, did we have sex?”
A zing of awareness zips through my body at the memory of my dreams They always felt so real when I woke up, especially how my body felt I felt sated in a way that you just don’t feel fro that if I didn’t know better, I would have sworn I had been taken Now, in light of Colt’s revelation, I wonder if I actually was
Colt’s hands on ives me tells uilt There’s no need for him to admit it, but he does so anyway “Yes”
I know I should be pissed at hih I know a part ofon There’s no way I could have stayed in a deep sleep I should feel ry, deceived, are just a few, but I don’t feel those things It may be stupid of me, but what I feel is the total opposite It makes me realize just how much he truly lovessex with h to stop him if I wanted to, but unable to stop hi to take that pain away
It may be totally twisted of me, but it also sends a rush of wetness to my center Yes, I was in a vulnerable position and pushed him out of my life, but I wouldn’t have been able to turn him down, even if I wasn’t in pain I could never turn him down Even in a semi-sleep state, my body reacted to his If it didn’t, I have no doubt he would have stopped on his own But it did, and he ht possible in the s
His face still holds uncertainty, like he’s unsure of how I feel about it all I run h his hair until I reach the back of his head, then pull it back and crush his lips with roans deep, satisfied with my reaction