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We stood there like that for several long seconds until a door opening somewhere jolted us both and Mav dropped his hand “Nice work Let’s work on another one”

And with that, whatever moment there’d been between us disappeared and Mav went back to how he’d been e’d started this whole thing Distant, clinical…a stranger

We spent another hour in the gyh the four moves Mav wanted me to learn and while I hadn’t had another cathartic episode,with excitement While I wasn’t ready to take on soth, at least now ht would kick in even whenago where nothing could touch me

Mav grabbed us a couple of waters froy ss froht of theand I actually had to turn away fro behind the thin material of my pants

“You mind if I take a quick shower before I take you home?”

“No,” I murmured “I could just call a cab if it’s an inconvenience”

“Don’t worry about it,” was all Mav said as he threw the eerator “Why don’t you co And if you want to shower-” Mav’s voice dropped off as his eyes fell on me and I realized he must have seen the fear that I couldn’t hide

Shah me at the knee jerk reaction If Mav had wanted to do soo But I didn’t kno to explain to hi to do with him

“You knohat, never mind I’ll have the front desk call you a cab”

Mav turned to go and I felt a et to talk to hirabbed his arm and stepped in front of him “Mav, wait, please”

He stopped, but he didn’t look happy about it I tried to search for the right words to say, but I couldn’t figure out how to tell hi I did today…that in so many ways, I was still the same fifteen-year-old kid who’d never been kissed but had been fucked more times than he could count and who kne to suck cock like a pro…because that’s what he’d been