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“But there’s the chance you could be,” I finished for him
“Yeah,” he agreed with a pained groan Tears filled his eyes, and for all of two seconds, I wanted to coht quickly crumbled to dust He didn’t deserve my comfort or sympathy
“What do you want me to say, Luca?” I asked
“Nothing You don’t oweBut I feel like I owe it to you to tell you what’s going on” He held out his left hand, his eyes pleading with me to take it
I took a step back fro,” I told hi the instant you decided to put your dick in sooes on in your life from now on, I don’t want to know about it”
He inhaled raggedly, and he was quiet for a long ainst us and the waves punish us as I absorbed my new reality I didn’t kno ain “Even before you were born, we belonged to each other, Vi You were in your mom’s belly, but I still felt you in my heart It was as if there was this invisible cord connecting your heart to mine I can’t see it, but I feel it Every damn day You are mine”
A painful knot filled her and higher with each passing second, and I turned to face hiht I’ve always felt it too I am yours” Why else would I have protected hi on me? “And you were supposed to be mine We were supposed to be each other’s firsts, Luca First kiss First touch First everything We promised ‘First and lasts,’ that hat you said I remember it as clear as if it were yesterday You swore that you would wait That I orth it But you didn’t wait, did you, Luca? You gave all your firsts away to someone else!”
“I…” He stopped, seely unable to breathe for a moment
“You stole that frothat was supposed to be mine And you just expect ive you ive me And now you drop this on me and expect, what?”
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“Sorry? You’re sorry?” I repeated, a hu from ht of his pain “Yeah So am I”
“What does thatwith emotion I knew every shade of brown his eyes could turn Knehat each color ht then, I saw fear and pain in those dark depths
I looked out at the ocean, at the huge waves headed toward us, and I wished they would pull aze “It means I’ So, er yours”
“Violet, please”
“Please what?” I screamed, unable to hold on to my control a moment more “Please what, Luca?”