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Dropping toto rest at the sides of the gelatinous pile of grief soaking intoto the vile mixture

I suck in air, deep intoof terror The urge to slice into my healed scar overwhel That is soain Those days are over

Minutes pass by as I stay on my hands and knees, hunched over the sickness onstarts to cale of nor it over the back of it over my snotty nose, then wipe it on my jeans Clumsily, I push myself up off the floor and consider the ramifications of what I just saw

Of what I just remembered

My rapist One of them at least

Good-looking golden boy sitting on so in the Maldives

Does he even remember what he did to me?

"S it All of it"

A flash of furious indignation boilsthat while ot better and better He walked on ht path to success Took my innocence in more ways than one, and told me he made all my fantasies come true

So black and oily starts to fillso viscous, it starts to cloudblind

Hatred White hot and boiling my insides painfully

A sickly pervasive need to cut myself, which causes more shame and humiliation

"looks like we left some spunk in your hair"

I s against the voht I was past all this shit Figured I'd finally gotten ether, and while I may not have made ultimate peace hat happened, because apparently I just can't forgiveon I was learning to get through the night sex a try so I could feel somewhat normal

And that fuckerhe's taken all of that away froht a life to some extent All within the blink of an eye, Jonathon Townsend has taken that all away fro at this very moment, I feel like I'm back at square one

How can I possibly overcome this?

What could I possibly do to make this better for me?

How in the fuck do I stop hurting?

And then it comes to me immediately

Almost too easy

Just one word, very siht

Murder

It flashes over and over again; sharp electrical pulses burning themselves intothat will ht for me

I' to make Jonathon Townsend pay for what he did to me

Chapter 2

Beck

I flip froar Bowl My progra nonstop for the last six months to roll out this n

ew platforine, a more robust communication interface, and the ability to video chat between the Sugar Daddies and Sugar Babies Of course, we also had to progra-in to assure that the chats are clean and nonpornographic

That's the problem when you own a company that pairs men and women for a relationship that's not supposed to be based on sex but ar Daddies who are probably too old to get it up but still want the pretty girl on their arm, and I'm sure in those few circumstances, it's purely platonic

But for the irl on their arm, they want them flat on their back in their bed, or hunched over their lap in the back of their li on their cock

That's really what the Sugar Daddies pay for

I know it