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Suddenly still confused, I went back into the living room where my mom told ue He had overdosed on heroin I wanted to be the kid that cried and fell apart for her father But the truth is, he and my mom only cared for and loathed one another River and I were just afterthoughts

Afterwards, I got a job after school helping the old lady down the street, who baked bread She felt sorry fora minor I used to wish she would take the two of us to live with her until I turned 18 It continued this way for a few more years

When I was sixteen and River was thirteen, I cah as a kite and passed out on the sofa Whatever guy she had just fucked for a fix was trying to pin River, rabbed the butcher knife off the counter and channeled my inner Lorena Bobbitt He ran out of the daot his pants After I closed and locked the door, I hit my mother in the face with said pants and yelled at her

That was the day I stopped wishing for her to change and started looking at her for who she was A horrible hters or even herself From that day forward, I had River coet off It has been that way ever since She and I She isup Speaking of not giving up I snap out of le Mr Phillips

“Holy shit!” I say louder than Imy hand over my mouth, I look at the picture of him on the phone Hot doesn’t do hi God He has to be about 6 '0' Well over 150lbs of muscle For the first time in ine what happened to their last nanny I can picture her on her back in his roo to entice him to fuck her Her hands in her pussy as she plays with herself in front of hi about what his cock tastes like Ok So, to be fair, I a that I really need to snap out of it There is no doubt a irlfriend so to work for him, I need to be able to control my attraction to him

I continue to look at his interview and it says nothing else about his life He is pretty quiet and a private person It does, however,75,000 for the first year OMG! I could buy River and e Hell, I could pay for myself to take a few classes off and on Now I know I need to not think about the dad in any way other than my boss

I need this daet us out of the damn apartment we live in Away frouy and he has been trying to touch e and hide froive to be able to move I close my phone and think about etfor River, I gave up on love Who would want in, with a seventeen-year-old I a and living their lives day to day Notto want that?

It’s just as well I need to focus on e At least one of us can make our dreams come trueChapter 3Brock“Clara, what the hell is this? You can’t find one dairl to take care of er How hard can this be?

“I’m sorry Mr Phillips They all seem to be fine when I interview them”

“Well, they are not fucking fine When they get intofine Fuck! Howrooh to take care of the most precious individuals in my life