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He doubted there would ever come a time he would be able to buive her bottom a cheeky pinch, and then catch up on old times
The animosity would always be there
In any case, if her baby did prove to be his, then he had to concede she would be a huge part of his lifewell, for the rest of his life If the baby was his then they would be for ever united, even in the most cerebral fashion
An ie of a tiny baby with a shock of Cara’s fla with the nagging voice that kept piping up, asking hi more than to be a part-time father
He clenched his hands into fists
He didn’t want to think that far ahead
He didn’t want to i his child
Once, a long tinancy, the un he had shared in the creation of life and that soon he would be a father The child had been no ht of the future that child would have with hiether
His child would never have felt second best
His child never got the chance to feel anything, least of all second best
Luisa had ripped that chance away from him
Cara was nothing like Luisa
Cara was like no one he’d ever met
But what did he know of her really? He’d known Luisa pretty uessed she was capable of ripping his heart out and sta on the remnants
He would never trust another woman He couldn’t There was only so much pain one man could take and he’d reached that lie years
Only when Cara’s baby was born and the paternity test established that he truly was the father would he allow himself to think properly of the future
Only then would he allow himself to think of what it truly meant to have a child
Until that time cauest A fiery, sexy houseguest
Suppressing a yawn, he checked his watch It was time to call it a day There was a party he had to attend, a party he’d been looking forward to until approxiood friend as celebrating his first wedding anniversary Not feeling in the ot his driver to take hi to shake himself out of the melancholic mood that had crept under his skin
By the time he arrived back at his home he felt no better, but, with practised ease, slipped his old faithful smile on and strolled into the house
‘Where is Cara?’ he asked Monique, who had hurried out to greet him