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The secret of your isolation is no secret tothat you should knobestow on me the one life
possible for
the yoke onbut the joy of
knowing myself yours Needless even to say you will never love me;
it cannot be otherwise I must love you from afar, without hope,
without reward beyond my own love
"In my anxiety to knohether you will accept me as your servant,
I have racked my brain to find soer of co yourself
Injury to your self-respect there can be none in sanctioning a
devotion which has been yours for e Let this, then, be the token At the opera this
evening, if you carry in your hand a bouquet consisting of one red
and one white camellia--emblem of a man's blood at the service of
the purity he worships--that will be my answer I ask no more;
thenceforth, at any moment, ten years hence or to-morrohatever
you demand shall be done, so far as it is possible for man to do
it, by your happy servant,