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He said it was the very thing for Sparkler There was nothing
to do, and he would do it charly; there was a handsoly; it was a delightful, appropriate,
capital appointht of
hireat an
affection was so admirably stabled Nor did his benevolence stop here
He took pains, on all social occasions, to draw Mr Sparkler out, and
h the considerate
action always resulted in that young gentle a dreary and
forlorn mental spectacle of himself, the friendly intention was not to
be doubted
Unless, indeed, it chanced to be doubted by the object of Mr Sparkler's
affections Miss Fanny was now in the difficult situation of being
universally known in that light, and of not having dismissed Mr
Sparkler, however capriciously she used hientleby no means deficient in quickness,
she soood
service
But, while doing this, she was ashaet rid of hie him, distracted
with apprehensions that she was every day beco more and ivings that Mrs
Merdle triumphed in her distress With this tumult in her mind, it is no
subject for surprise that Miss Fanny caitation from a concert and ball at Mrs Merdle's house, and on her
sister affectionately trying to soothe her, pushed that sister away fro to cry, and declared
with a heaving bosom that she detested everybody, and she wished she was
dead
'Dear Fanny, what is the matter? Tell me'
'Matter, you little Mole,' said Fanny 'If you were not the blindest of
the blind, you would have no occasion to askto
pretend to assert that you have eyes in your head, and yet ask me what's
the matter!'
'Is it Mr Sparkler, dear?' 'Mis-ter Spark-ler!' repeated Fanny, with
unbounded scorn, as if he were the last subject in the Solar system that
could possibly be near her mind 'No, Miss Bat, it is not'
I called her
sister na with sobs that she knew she made herself
hateful, but that everybody drove her to it
'I don't think you are well to-night, dear Fanny'
'Stuff and nonsense!' replied the young lady, turning angry again; 'I aht say better, and yether way to the offering of any soothing
words that would escape repudiation, deemed it best to re to her looking-glass, that
of all the trying sisters a girl could have, she did think thesister was a flat sister That she knew she was at times a
wretched temper; that she knew she made herself hateful; that when she
ood as being told
so; but that, being afflicted with a flat sister, she never WAS told so,
and the consequence resulted that she was absolutely tereeable Besides (she angrily told
her looking-glass), she didn't want to be forgiven It was not a right
exaiven by a
younger sister And this was the Art of it--that she was always being
placed in the position of being forgiven, whether she liked it or not
Finally she burst into violent weeping, and, when her sister came and
sat close at her side to coel!'
'But, I tell you what, entleness
had cals cannot and shall not
go on as they are at present going on, and that there must be an end of
this, one way or another'
As the announceh very peremptory, Little Dorrit
returned, 'Let us talk about it'
'Quite so, my dear,' assented Fanny, as she dried her eyes 'Let us talk
about it I aain now, and you shall advise me Will you
advise me, my sweet child?'
Even Amy smiled at this notion, but she said, 'I will, Fanny, as well as
I can'
'Thank you, dearest A her 'You are reat affection, Fanny took a bottle of
sweet toilette water from the table, and called to her maid for a fine
handkerchief She then disht, and went
on to be advised; dabbing her eyes and forehead froan, 'our characters and points of view are
sufficiently different (kiss ), to make it very
probable that I shall surprise you by what I a to say,our property, we labour,
socially speaking, under disadvantages You don't quite understand what
I mean, Amy?'
'I have no doubt I shall,' said Amy, mildly, 'after a feords more'
'Well, my dear, what I mean is, that we are, after all, newcomers into
fashionable life'
'I am sure, Fanny,' Little Dorrit interposed in her zealous admiration,
'no one need find that out in you'
'Well, h it's irl, to say so' Here she
dabbed her sister's forehead, and blew upon it a little 'But you are,'
resu that ever
was! To resuentlemanly and extre respects, a little different froentleone
through, poor dear: partly, I fancy, on account of its often running in
hisabout that, while he is talking
to theh a dear
creature to who Edward is frightfully expensive and dissipated I don't enteel in that itself--far from it--but I
do mean that he doesn't do it well, and that he doesn't, if I et the money's-worth in the sort of dissipated
reputation that attaches to hihed Little Dorrit, with the whole fah
'Yes And poor you and me, too,' returned Fanny, rather sharply
'Very true! Then, my dear, we have no ain, darling, that Mrs General, if I may reverse a
coloves who WILL
catch mice That woman, I am quite sure and confident, will be our
mother-in-law'
'I can hardly think, Fanny-' Fanny stopped her
'Now, don't argue with me about it, A that she had been sharp again, she dabbed her sister's
forehead again, and blew upon it again 'To resume once more, my dear
It then becomes a question with me (I am proud and spirited, Amy, as you
very well know: too much so, I dare say) whether I shall make up h' 'How?' asked her
sister, anxiously
'I will not,' said Fanny, without answering the question, 'submit to
be mother-in-lawed by Mrs General; and I will not submit to be, in any
respect whatever, either patronised or tormented by Mrs Merdle'
Little Dorrit laid her hand upon the hand that held the bottle of sweet
water, with a stillher own
forehead with the veheive it, fitfully went
on
'That he has somehow or other, and how is of no consequence, attained a
very good position, no one can deny That it is a very good connection,
no one can deny And as to the question of clever or not clever, I doubt
very much whether a clever husband would be suitable to me I cannot
subh'
'O, my dear Fanny!' expostulated Little Dorrit, upon who as she perceived what her sister e If you loved any one, you
would no et yourself
in your devotion to hi hand, and was looking at her fixedly
'O, indeed!' cried Fanny 'Really? Bless me, how much some people know
of some subjects! They say every one has a subject, and I certainly
see, I was only in
fun,' dabbing her sister's forehead; 'but don't you be a silly puss,
and don't you think flightily and eloquently about degenerate
io back to myself'
'Dear Fanny, let me say first, that I would far rather orked for
a scanty living again than I would see you rich and married to Mr
Sparkler'
'Let you say, my dear?' retorted Fanny 'Why, of course, I will let you
say anything There is no constraint upon you, I hope We are together
to talk it over And as to htest intention of doing so to-night,
either'
'But at so I know at present,' answered Fanny, with
indifference Then, suddenly changing her indifference into a burning
restlessness, she added, 'You talk about the clever ! It's all very fine and easy to talk about the clever men; but
where are they? I don't see them anywhere near me!'
'My dear Fanny, so short a ti time,' interrupted Fanny 'I am impatient of our
situation I don't like our situation, and very little would induce
irls, differently reared and differently
circuht wonder at what I say or may do Let
them They are driven by their lives and characters; I am driven by
mine'
'Fanny, my dear Fanny, you know that you have qualities to make you the
wife of one very superior to Mr Sparkler'
'A her words, 'I know that I
wish to have a more defined and distinct position, in which I can assert
ainst that insolent wo, Fanny--therefore marry her
son?'
'Why, perhaps,' said Fanny, with a triu ways of arriving at an end than that, MY dear That piece
of insolence et her