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While these erness to leave town, could not be brought into such a train as to permit her absence in less than a week, she passed her time chiefly alone Her wishes all inclined her to bestow it upon Henrietta, but the late attack of Mr Delvile had frightened her froht confine it to the daughter, Mrs Belfield, she was certain, would impute it all to the son

That attack rested upon her mind, in defiance of all her endeavours to banish it; the contempt hich it was made seemed intentionally offensive, as if he had been happy to derive froht to triumph over as well as reject her She concluded, also, that Delvile would be inforenerosity by her own, and was therefore convinced he would not credit them: but what chiefly at this time encreased her sadness and uneasiness, was the mention of Mrs Delvile's broken constitution and ruined health She had always preserved for that lady the most affectionate respect, and could not consider herself as the cause of her sufferings, without feeling the utmost concern, however conscious she had not wilfully occasioned them

Nor was this scene the only one by which her efforts to forget this family were defeated; her watchful ain to claih Mr Monckton earnestly exhorted her not to trust herself out with him, she preferred a little risk to the keenness of his reproaches, and the weather being good on thethat he called, she consented to acco her foot for her if she stayed long out of his sight These precautions were rather taken to satisfy Mr Monckton than herself, who, having now procured intelligence of the forance, and apprehensive for her safety

He took her to ainto Piccadilly, where, up three pair of stairs, was a wretched wo in the room

"See here," cried he, "what human nature can endure! look at that poor wretch, distracted with torture, yet lying in all this noise! unable to stir in her bed, yet without any assistant! suffering the pangs of acute disease, yet wanting the necessaries of life!"

Cecilia went up to the bed-side, and enquired more particularly into the situation of the invalid; but finding she could hardly speak from pain, she sent for the woround floor, and desired her to hire a nurse for her sick lodger, to call all the children down stairs, and to send for an apothecary, whose bill she proet what necessaries ain in two days to see how they went on