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"Do you kno hard it is for me to keep my hands off you?" Noah kissed the back of his neck before pressing his teeth in

Cooper shivered Da his skin "About as hard as it is for ain Then Noah was pulling hiht to his knees, pulling Cooper’s cock free and wrapping his lips around hiripped Noah’s hair as the otherfor him to shoot his release to the back of Noah’s throat

When he tried to do the same for Noah, he wouldn’t let hio unpaid" He s your cock would be for nized as desire Still he said, "Later"

They cleaned up their supplies and headed back to the truck Cooper couldn’t rehed and had so ain before watching some sports on TV They drank a few beers and talked about when they were kids, and all the hell they used to raise together

When they went to bed, Noah wrapped hi hi the feel of all the planes of Noah’s body Noah kissed his forehead "No sex tonight" Then his lips "And no co" His lips pressed down on Cooper’s chest next "Because I’ll give in, and I don’t want to hurt you"

Cooper laughed, pulling Noah down so he rested all of his weight on Coop before closing his eyes and going to sleep

"Daddy! Where’s Dad?" Cooper yelled His whole body burned His throat and chest hurt And it was so hot So hot he felt like he was cooking

"Go, Coop I need you to go" His mom flinched, as the heavy beam shifted on top of her

Tears Flooded down Cooper’s face as his o Now"

"I don’t want to go I don’t want to leave you!"

"Cooper, baby Wake up You’re drea"

Noah’s voice pulled him out of the past His whole body shuddered as Noah pulled him closer Flipped the up, with Coop lying between his legs His head rested on Noah’s stoht to catch his breath Goddamned dream He didn’t want to taint their time here Didn’t want to ruin it with the past that Cooper couldn’t seeo

"Shh It’s okay I’m here It was just a dream" Cooper relaxed into Noah as the et over it, Noah?" His voice cracked on his lover’s name It made Cooper feel weak He hated that

"Because they were your parents Because you still haven’t forgiven yourself for living"

"I left her I could have saved her, at least"

"No" He continued running his fingers through Cooper’s hair "You couldn’t have You were a child You did what your mom told you to do What she wanted you to do You would have died, too You couldn’t have saved them, baby" Noah tilted his head up, so Cooper looked at hiht to see "You didn’t run You didn’t leave theth It was the right thing to do"

Fuck, he wanted that to be true Wanted Noah’s words to be carved into stone, into his past, so ? Vernon always pushed er then--"

"Fuck that, Coop Did he tell you that?" Noah’s whole body was stone beneath hiht it Vernon always did the right thing He was always strong

"It’s not your fault, baby" Noah’s thuest person I know Even being here with , Coop God, ere kids, I looked up to you, so ht spot that alwaysbetter When you spoke, people listened Everyone loved you They still do Why can’t you see all that you are? When I left, that hat kept h sobadly to be just like you"