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"Jesus I saw you kissing that guy and…what the hell is wrong with me? I had a beautiful woman in my bed and…shit" Cooper shook his head Slid both hands through his hair and yanked as though that would sos "I wanted to kill him"

I wanted to be him…

Dizziness hit hi down Noah watched his inside Cooper that no one else could see

They burned Cooper’s skin and were bright with…fuck He didn’t even want to think of that

Noah took a step toward him, but when Cooper shook his head, he stopped He only had on jeans, the button undone and Cooper hated hi at the cut of his abs, and the long muscles of his arms

He jerked his head the opposite direction Still he couldn’t quiet his brain that kept telling hi else that begged hihts

"Cooper," Noah started, but Coop squeezed his eyes shut, and Noah stopped talking WhichNoah couldn’t even see his face, but somehow he’d known

"I’ve never felt jealousy like that in my life" He spoke so softly, he wondered if Noah could even hear hiood since he didn’t have it in him to speak any louder He saw Noah’s hands on the other ainst the wall Saw Noah’s nails digging in Sa roughly Noah had had practically slaentle It had been rough and priht of his he wanted to forget

"It’s wrong Tell , Noah That I shouldn’t feel this way It’s not right"

He heard Noah come toward hiainst the back of the couch, but Cooper still couldn’t , Coop? The way I live ? That I shouldn’t feel or be attracted to er in Noah’s voice

"No" He finallyon the floor like this, but couldn’t make hi with it" But it was different for Coop Wrong for Coop He wasn’t gay He loved women He’d had a lot of them He’d been raised to believe it should be onefor you to--"