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"I left her," he whispers, stopping beforeit back up, his blue eyes seducingto make sense of his words "Cecile? Why?"
"I didn’t want to do to her what I did to you"
I narrowthe side of the Jeep, causing a sharp spike of pain "What? Fuck her and then send her to her roo "No Be with her when I am in love with so , curving when he leans forward, pining ainst ht of his words too heavy against my chest What I want to believe is too risky -- I cannot takeIt is too cruel, too ile existence to take "What do you mean?" I whisper
"I love you, Candy I love you with every fiber of , every beat of my heart I can’t stay away fro your voice"
I shake ainst his chest "That is bullshit, Nathan You were consumed with her She was the love of your life!"
"No" he whispers, staring at my face "No I wanted the unattainable because it was unattainable I reot the bad When ere apart, those four years I spent searching for her … we both changed during that tiht I loved … that isn’t her And if that is, thenbetter out there" He ss, theakin to vulnerability in his eyes "You"
I shaketo clear the cobwebs and find rational thought somewhere inside I cannot fall for this; I cannot accept his smooth words and romantic notions I aht I do not suck dick forarmor I deserve someone ants to be with me, not someone ants what they can’t have
"You said you wanted the unattainable because it was unattainable I am now that unattainable property, and you just want -- "
He kissesinto th of his body hard against , but takingmy resistance as the smooth swipes of his mouth feast on me He speaks between frantic kisses "I need you … to breathe It’s more … so much more than I had with her" Somewhere, a car honks, the wind picks up my hair and blows it into the air, and I loseup his back and clawing at his shirt I yield easily when he liftsdown and planting frantic kisses one, until his hard body is flush againsthiasp when he presses againstfor fulfillment "Take me inside," I pant "Now"
CHAPTER 14
He takesto park the Jeep, and I fly up the exterior staircase, fu with my keys until the door is unlocked, and I a yanked off as Iwords of reason at me as I move, but my lust has taken over I need him inside of me now, and will deal with the aftermath later
My shirt is halfway overacross tile, and then his hands are helping me My head is suddenly free, and his mouth on mine
God, do I love this man The way he touches me, the way he kisses me The cuts of his body and the intensity of his eyes He is a drug that I have no way of resisting, bad for ly perfect in its deliverance
He liftsat the buttons of his shirt, yanking his tie over his head and then reclairanite cold ondown, until the heat of hismy panties down and off my body
I haven’t shaved, and try to push hi on his rock hard shoulders He knocks the onup to meet mine
Damn Just the look in them knocks me backward -- so full of raw, uncontrollable lust He breathes hard, staring atme up before his eyes "God, you have no idea how beautiful you are Your lips, your pink center There is nothing hotter, nothing roans, lowering his ue tickling the skin,down the crack of ood," he whispers, as his tongue flicks over the wet knot ofthat I ripping the checks ofhis face into my pussy, his entle struhi hot He, on his knees, his face buried between hs, blue eyes fixed on mine as he sucks and flicksarc of his shoulders, the strength of his hands, squeezing , twitching and shaking beneath hison the pucker ofinside of that hot, tight hole
It pushesin its intensity, ht inside ofinstinctively when to soften, how to prolong the waves of pleasure
I don’t knohen he pulls out, when his uish, stretched out on e bar top the perfect width for s as they are moved, hear his voice as he moves around me, and feel him slide me off the counter and into his arht above s, soaslorious -- his body so perfect, the length of his shaft so virile, my cave-woman impulses in full force