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But there is another possibility, another option in this ga
Option 1: Leave the e, protect my heart, find a new life to live
Option 2: Stay in the htfully mine Risk heartbreak
He is loves and pull some hair I am here with hi chance I just need to time and place my blows
We stand in the line at customs, Nathan’s hand casually slid intoone of my new outfits, picked without the benefit of an outfit book or nu rin to my face
We are four hours away from home Four hours until I see Drew -- and have to have a decision ht is worth the risk
Thisle word of clarity Besides, my needs are simple, no need for a physical list
Move in I want to live in the e rather than a sequestered leper
Sleep with hiht, his breath on the back of my neck, the hard line of his muscles within easy reach
Sex I will not fk in front of others Especially Drew I can’t handle wondering what he is thinking, or how he is feeling
A job I’d like to filldrone of expectation too hard on my psyche
That is it Four demands I’ll ask him on the plane, once we are in first class and away from the crowds I want to have his ansant to have a plan in place, before I step off the plane
CHAPTER 4
I watch his profile, wishing I was across from him instead of next to hi so blatantly obvious
"It’s been a good trip" He stretches his legs out, one reaching into the aisle, and leans back, turning to look atfor e And whether or not I will stay"
"And?"
"You asked s I would need There are only a few"
He says nothing, just watches
"I want to live in the uesthouse, by myself, I feel more like an eard It’s not a situation I want to continue"
"And the sleeping? Couldn’t you ht with otiation tactic Ask for more than I need, in hopes that he will settle where I want I didn’t have to have the nights But I wanted thehts Plus, if I planned to fight for this s as part of the seduction of his heart "Maybe not every night, but at least teek"
"Before I corin pulls athabits behind closed doors"
He laughs, pulling htly "But I love taking your body before an audience Love to see theerous as he speaks, the light behind his voice turning to sizzling heat, his mouth on my hand a brand that htly as he flicks a delicious rhythue
"It’s how you look when you fuck, when you are unrestrained sexually" He dropsto recover without showing anything onht, e came into the club … I was supposed to talk to you then -- supposed to pitch you on a life of glamour and whisk you away But it was how you looked under the lights How you danced for me, the sexuality breathed out of you like it was part of your soul I wasn’t supposed to use you that night, to have you …" He pauses, his eyes darkening "… suck my cock, but I couldn’t help it"
His erotic words send a spike of arousal through me; the dark and confident look in his eyes ht here