Page 37 (1/2)
Lex setting up a day of spa treat htful--and arranging a dinner date is beyond sweet, but it raises a lot of questions I need to squelch any ideas that this can becoood idea I’, that it started e sat next to each other on a plane for all those hours, and that I want it to continue I shouldn’t even be considering anything beyond hter I feel ehtful gifts and all this pa
Sex and drinks is one thing, sex and food and gifts and thoughtfulnessleads to feelings, and I’ has done The annulment papers haven’t evenco hi ht we should set boundaries
I don’t even know if I can or should tell Ruby about this It adds another layer of coes yet, she’ll have just finished her perforht She’s usually hopped up afterward, and that means she’ll want to talk and I’rab a bottle of water froe and head out to the deck so I can enjoy the fabulous view and the sunshine The volcano rises out of the pale blue water, vibrant green against the cloudless sky I wonder if the people who live here ever worry that one day a switch will flip and that sleepy volcano will awaken and destroy all this beauty Sort of like Ar his penis in Brittany’s mouth
No matter how hard I try, when I’m alone like this, I can see very clearly how I ended up in this situation I tried toreal
Only too soon will I be home and forced to face the mess that is now my life At least with Lex I can play pretend, and he seeoing to be my best, uninhibited self I have plans to deep throat Lex since I haven’t done that yet I’d go straight for anal as a big doubleso vanilla about sex, but Lex has a lot of cock and I think I’ to need to workbefore I can honestly ive it a shot out of h
Unable to relax thanks to nerves and giddiness, I grabit outside Creating a video tutorial with a volcano background is exactly the kind of distraction I need The last time I put up a makeup tutorial was just before the Halloween soirée, which was , but I’d had some fun ideas and it had been months since I’d uploaded a video Mostly I just wanted to see if I still had any kind of audience The video garnered over a quarter of a million views in twenty-four hours
I spend the next half-houra short "Island Makeup" tutorial Then I spend another hour editing it down to a reasonable seven-minute video I’ve learned that’s about the as likethe video post-upload when a shadow passes behind ertips caress my shoulder and yank the earbud free
I press my hand to my heart and exhale a relieved breath when I realize it’s just Lex "You scared the crap out of ht of hi this kind of reaction to Ar handsome, but Lex is justdark and sexy Charis a suit like he was this olf shirt with casual shoes, showing off the vibrant sleeve tattoo that’s usually hidden under button-downs and suit jackets His hair is perfect, co to his whim I’d like to yield in the same hich is very unlike me
His smile holds as much humor as his eyes hold heat "I knocked first, but you clearly didn’t hear ?"
I turn back toEmbarrassed, I rush to turn it off, but Lex snatches it before I can
"It’s nothing I was just rab for it, but he holds it out of reach
"It doesn’t look like nothing What is this?" He unplugs the earphones and my voice beco to watch it I grab onto his shoulder and atteh to take it back "Give it!"
"I’ to listen Is this a tutorial?"