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Brian also watched as the show aired He sa much fun he had that first day He saw Candace walk out He was happy again, That was, until he saw the second episode, where Julie revealed her plan Happiness turned to deep depression He was used At that moment, he understood why she had never answered or returned his calls

The next week, pictures of Julie appeared in the National Enquirer with another eles As Brian looked closely, he noticed her engage She took the ot her wish She was faet Caitlin's number He didn't knohere she lived in Nashville

He called her It was refreshing to hear her voice again He explained the situation to her and proposed to her

"I'm sorry, Brian I can't I loved you so ed I would have trusted my life with you then Now, I can't trust you at all"

The rejection drove Brian over the edge He went to the medicine cabinet and took out a razor blade He placed the blade to his wrist

As he was about to cut himself, he dropped the razor He dropped to his knees and cried all night long

About two in the , he called Matt He didn't want to be left alone in his current state of mind He asked Matt to take hier he was there alone, the h with his suicide plan

For several days, he underwent tests The doctors wanted to ot released that he would not try to kill hiain The tests were not a hundred percent positive, so they kept him an additional few days

A feeeks went by, and Brian ood

Sa She was on the brink of abandoning hope with Jere back to Wisconsin The only probles to move her stuff to Texas, and she could not afford to ings to pay for the ht joy to her life atching Brian Sometimes when she was alone, she would pop in the DVD of Heartbreak Hotel and relive the fun she had with him Other tioing-away party She knew she blew her chance with him but still wanted to see him happy