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~CHAPTER ONE~

Cheyenne

I stare, unable to take my eyes off the scene in front of me as I try to process whatnaked in bed with another girl not what it looks like?" My voice coh my stomach is a mess It’s dropped to my feet and I feel like I could throw up at any second

Please don’t let me throw up in front of theory can do is stare back This is the guy I’d stupidly allowed ainst ment since I know, I’ve always known you can never really depend on soe of a paper, fla to take me over My heart speeds up My chest hurts My vision starts to blur

No I cannot have a panic attack right now I haven’t had one in years and I refuse to let this bastard get the best ofnot to listen My hands curl, opening and closing into fists It’s like a flood of energy sent to every part ofinside ht to staory says

I shake my head back and forth, take a step back,He jumps out of bed Naked

"You know I love you It was so hard last year…" He’s reaching for his boxers, tugging them on while he talks and h school and I was here I just missed you so much, but this was the last tilances at her like he wants her to verify this fact, but she just scowls at hiory looks back at me "I screwed up, but you know you’re the only one I love"

Nausea hits irl?"

Red huffs, but we both ignore her

"I’ unreasonable for uy? That’s the worst excuse I’ve ever heard We were together all sue teeks already, and you’re still screwing her? Thatht have waited to see if I assuory’s eyes stretch wide as he realizes his mistake Never admit more than you have to With his attorney parents, he should know that Jackass

My eyes sting, but there’s no way I’iving people the satisfaction of knowing how they affectGregory’s shoulder as she passes hi her "Didn’t you introduce o?"

Red has the nerve to blush at this before she stolares in irlfriend Had The word leaves a bad taste in my mouth He was supposed to be safe Our faether What is it about e and toss me aside? Why am I so easy to betray?

A wave of dizziness hits hts froirl whose own h to stay around This isn’t the way ’s been perfect for the past ten years I’ better An easy, simple, perfect life to make up for what I didn’t have before

I’m Cheyenne Marshall The captain of the dance teah school I have friends Tons of theh school And now I’ory in his territory where I have no friends yet Every single person I know here, I know through hiainst the wall as the reality of my new life slams down I’m stuck here Alone

No, no, no I can’t cry Can’t lose it I’ to curl again

"Chey…coether" He steps towardinity to him I planned to marry him, because we fit He wouldn’t leave irl people don’t walk away from I…oh God I trusted him How could I have let irls! I can’t look past that

I fight back the tears sory We don’t belong together"

He stands between the bed andveryshall we say, deflated? "What are you saying, Chey? You want to break up?" He huffs a frustrated laugh "That’s a crap idea You don’t even know anybody here None of the guys are going to go after you They know you’re irl Won’t be alone, and need hi to sound all gentle "I’ that’s how they’ll always see you"

"Not everyone," I say, trying to s to show him I don’t need him

His face hardens and his eyes slant

"Who? So on you?"

The pissed off look on his face fuelsether I never cheated But we’re not together anyht the way I’ll suffer with the iether I turn to leave

"Cheyenne!" he calls afterthe door to his apart off to the side of the road In the safety of o Five minutes for the loud sobs to wrack iven hiory was supposed to be my normal Constant He wasn’t supposed to leavewheel All the pain insideup old dirt I haven’t let ht back, okay? You stay in this room till I come back"