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The way Will was staring at er I was nervous as hell, but I had no doubt into be perfect And it was long overdue

Da, and I had to keep rubbing them on my pants

Will turned his body to face me, so I did the same

He reached for my hands "Lex, are you on the pill?"

Oh God This is getting real I nodded my head "Yes I’ve been on it for the last year"

His face dropped "Does your father know?"

I laughed and shook h I told her that I wasn’t sexually active, we both agreed it would be best if I started it"

Will’s face turned white

"What’s wrong?" I asked

"Nothing I just keep thinking back to your dad telling me he would break bothway"

I giggled and rolled ht his hand up to my lips and kissed the back of it "Well, my dad isn’t here, is he?"

Will slowly licked his lips and whispered, "No"

"So, are we going to sit in the truck? Or are we going in?"

"Um…Lex, I don’t think I have any condo a barrier between us "I’m on the pill It’s okay"

He leaned back and dropped his head on the headrest "I can’t, Lex"

I instantly felt sick I turned and faced forward "Why don’t you want me, Will?"

He sat up and looked at me "What?"

I quickly wiped the tear away and whispered, "Can you just take rabbed my hand "Lex, look at me"

I slowly turned and looked at him

"Lex, I want you so damn much that I can hardly breathe What I can’t do is make love to you without a condom I won’t do that to you or me or our future I promised your dad that I would never hurt you and that I would always keep your best interests first"