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I AM AT A whole new level of Hot Mess Express

Of course, I’ I’ve been the caboose of that train, the engine, the dozen or so carts in-between But this? This is another train altogether No, this is a jet plane of hot mess Or perhaps even a spaceship

And still, I’d rather sit in this stea me head on

I wonder if this is part of becoe, ether with a badass job and a hot ass fiancé and whatever else you thought would happen, you just end up an even o when you were still a college student

Fro bystander would likely take one look at ether” After all, ie condo in don Mia s thatpaid for with Daddy’s money His deal was siure out what comes next

Seeenerous trade

Except I don’t exactly knohat I’raduated

I have the degree I have the internship under my belt and the coursework fresh in my head and all the desire and passion it takes to be a wedding planner

And still, not a single company has called me in for an interview

It will just take time, Lei assures ot hired on at Okay, Cool after one seot a dozen job offers the second she was let go

Well, at least I have it going on in the boyfriend departirl dreams of — hilarious, se part to od in the bedroom

The problem?

I’ve barely talked to, let alone seen, him since we both left campus in December

It’s been four weeks, and bless the sweet iven me my space He understood when I said I just wanted to spend tiraduation He understood when I said I just needed soirls He understood when I said I just needed time to focus on job applications

I make an excuse, he says no problem

The asshole

If only he were de I face him, maybe I could be s and this state I’ve found myself in on him